| However, mapping the sun, as it moved
specifically in the space at that time of the year, had to be created
in the space for the duration of the show. The exhibition was in
essence a 3 week performance of me arranging the optical fibers
to catch the rays of the sun. The sun was shining in the space until
about 3 pm and as the gallery opened at noon I spent in total about
50 hours tending to the glass.
Each optic fiber consisted of a thin glass thread. The sunlight,
entering at one end of the thread, was transported at the core of
the glass and visualized as a pin-point of light at the other end.
This is the high-tech technology used today to transport data, at
the speed of light, on our ‘information highways’. However,
rather than buying industrial made optic fiber I made these by hand,
using the thousand year old technology of glass blowing.
Before the exhibition opened I built a 20 foot wall, separating
the gallery space into two rooms. The glass threads were installed
on the floor, starting by the windows in the first room and continuing
under the wall into the second room. As visitors entered the gallery
they first encountered, probably surprisingly, the artist sitting
on the floor by the windows, carefully moving the ends of the glass
threads so that they are always positioned in the sunlight. The
tiny glass threads that trailed across the gallery floor reflected
the ambient daylight in the room and created the effect of a ‘river
of light’.
To enter the room behind the wall visitors had to step over stones,
placed among the glass, to access a door opening on the far side
of the wall. If anyone stepped on the glass it broke and lost its
optic ability to transport light. Carved in the stepping stones
was the Latin phrase; Age Quod Agis.
Once within the darkened room visitors was given the English translation
of the Latin phrase - Do What You Do - written on the floor and
illuminated by the pin-points of light at the end of the glass threads.
Also illuminating the room was a video of a flowing river projected
on the wall above. A bench was provided for visitors to sit in the
dark and listen to the relaxing sound of a busy spring river.
However, although I know it is impossible to stop time, my intent
was to try and slow it down to point where it felt as though it
had stopped. I believe it’s appropriate to speak about two
kinds of measure of time; clock time - as defined by science - and
the personal, experienced time. Right outside the gallery doors
I had pasted the following two sentences to the wall:
A second is the duration of 9 192 631 770 periods of the radiation
corresponding to the transition between the two hyperfine levels
of the ground state of the cesium 133 atom.
A second is the time between two heartbeats.
Blaise Pascal spoke about the human tendency for centrifuging
- how we would do anything to avoid our own ‘centers’
and instead throw ourselves into a fast spinning lifestyle.
We stay busy and avoid solitude because if we would ever stop to
think, the existential thoughts that emerge may feel unbearable;
the realization of the passing time, our unrelenting aging and the
fact that we will sooner or later die. However, if we run around
chasing time most of our lives, do we really appreciate life? Why
does it take a natural disaster, a sickness, or another life threatening
event to teach us to take notice of the really important things
in our lives? Will it take an environmental catastrophe for us to
realize the importance of the Sun?
We have all experienced the feeling of “if I don’t
get this done now everything will fall apart”. However, one
could, at that moment, slow down and find out that the world would
wait a few minutes while we took a break. I believe it all comes
down to practice; to sit down every day and do nothing for a while.
With my exhibition I wanted to create a space, mentally and physically
away from the busy life outside, where the wheels spun slowly. Hopefully
the heart rate of my visitors slowed down and the clock that measures
experienced time stopped for just a little while.
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